Everyone Has Been Hurt... Part 4

Continued...

After that I stayed with him still and when he would hit me I became numb. And I would also fight back even harder. I wouldn't give in till he hurt me bad enough then I would give up. We would end up on the floor in knock down, drag out fights that a man and a man would have. That became my way of life. He ended up talking me into getting pregnant again, but I thought of it too, so stupid.

I lost everything, my grandpa kicked me out because I refused to leave him and I had no where to go, so I moved into a hotel. On Christmas Eve that year he came over and we got into it again, the next day Christmas Day I lost that baby. I moved in with friends after that. I hated holidays. We stayed together a little longer. I felt I had no one. He did start cheating and I did find out.

One day when his sister and I went to her friend's, we came back and as soon as I walked in he grabbed me by the hair, bounced my head off the door frame, and drug me by my hair into his room, his sister tried to stop him and he hit her repeatedly, his mom finally broke it up. I broke up with him and it was for good. He called and begged me to talk to him to hear him out, I said it will do no good but I will listen to what you have to say. We were talking and I told him I was done, a guy walked across the road in front of me and I looked at him, just a glance and he blew up.

We got into it I told him take me home he told me he was going to sleep with his sister's friend, I spit on his truck and he punched me square in the nose, instantly blood began to pour, and I kept passing out he rushed me to the ER and they told me my nose was broken, and if it would have hit an inch farther one way or the other it could have killed me, kids started bawling when they saw me and there was blood all over me and my clothes, I was done. I wouldn't press charges but I told him that is it never again and I meant that, and I stuck to it.

Vaughn Pascal

Trust the Lord and Go to The Hole

This is my new favorite quote. Now to understand it... Read More

Misplaced Allegiance

Direct Answers - Column for the week of June 23,... Read More

Anam Chara - Healing the Heart Matters

Are you prepared to make your heart matter? Are you... Read More

Discover Your Passion

What are you passionate about? We didn't ask if you... Read More

The Meaning of Life

Life ?.. Indeed is full of learning's, experiences, facts and... Read More

Imagine How Different The World Would Look Just By Knowing What Type of Learner You Are

Are you a listener or a writer type of learner?President... Read More

Have You Ever Felt GOD in You?

God is the primordial Creative Force that is believed to... Read More

Smile! Banish Your Fear

Changing our physiology is one of the best ways to... Read More

Living Authentically in a Masked World

Humanity seems to be the only species that never seems... Read More

Create Your Own Self Esteem - Part 2

The good part of this story is that there is... Read More

How To Turn Your Life Around FAST!

There is nothing more important than feeling good.Come again? Didn't... Read More

Passion: What It Means To Live With It

Passion can guide you, not just to live, but to... Read More

The Theft of Fire

"Igne Natura Renovatur Integra" (By fire is nature renewed whole.)... Read More

The TOP 5 Things That Keep You From Success

Everyone wants to be rich. A lot of people want... Read More

Delay Can Reveal Doubts

Confident Expectation! The feeling of 'confidence' is the assurance that... Read More

Brilliance in Balance

"For everything you have missed, you have gained something else;... Read More

Perception

My friend Donald said to me one evening, "this is... Read More

Encouraging Blossoms of Achievement

The tiny dogwood sapling was only a twig when my... Read More

Hitler and the Tsunami

In Catholic school the nuns used to tell us that... Read More

Inspiration From Jack Dempsey

I really like Jack Dempsey's great one liner: "A champion... Read More

Listening to Your Heart!

Trying to predict stock price movements is necessary, of course.... Read More

You Are a Beautiful Person

I wish that I could tell every person that I... Read More

8 Ways to Get Your Healthy Groove On

You've heard the saying, "You are what you eat." I... Read More

Life Inspiration: 12 Tips for Successful Living

1. Constant affirmation without accountability is a sure-fire way to... Read More

Remember The Titans --Let Them Never Forget...

In the popular movie, "Remember the Titans" most of us... Read More